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Why do I feel enchanted every time I see people carrying travelling bags?

Why do I see myself carrying those bags instead?

Maybe, that is an indication that I really want to leave. I swear it is not because of someone else.  I just feel that I am in the losing side in every aspect. The relationship is not healthy for me anymore. There is no growth.  I am stuck.

It is not that I want to be able to go to parties and drinking sessions, I am not really into those…. It is not because I want to date other guys..or girls…. dating can wait…  It is mainly because I want to make myself whole again!

dilemma

…that look is disturbing me and I cannot forget how it was, how I had been uneasy after…

I know he is not a complicated man but why can’t I penetrate his mind, why can’t I decipher what he meant by his actions.  Time is running out and I am still hopeless.

Well, anyway, what good will it do to me?  Even if I am able to read his mind… that will not change anything about my life. I will still be tied up but God knows how I want to be free.  I never can break anyone’s heart intentionally, though!  Dilemma!

wiser now…

I have taken risks before. Without thinking of the consequences, I have done what I want and have followed my every impulse. Looking back at my life, I don’t think I have taken the right steps.
Now, I want to do something risky again. I want to be vocal about how I feel for a friend but I just can’t.  Chill…

streaming

Guess what?! I have resigned and I am now with Stream Global Services. So far, I like the environment. The training is going well and it is already my second week. There are times when I miss my boss and my workmates before but I have to move on especially when they may not be feeling the same way that I am feeling for them. I am making new friends and although they were not as happy as my previous barkada just yet, it is always better to have friends than none.

I have watched live streaming of the Pacquiao-Cotto bout using sopcast. I am one of those million who have watched it real-time–thanks to the power of the internet! I just noticed that there are still lots of things that I don’t know about especially recording streaming videos and editing videos which I thought were just easy things but they are really complicated in themselves.. Whew, so much to learn… so little time!