I Understand

we talk about work, about things

but we can’t talk about

… feelings and emotions

and how i feel for you…

honey, i understand!

I would like to tell you everything about me

…and when you are listening…

i feel so special

but when you can’t tell me all about you..

girl, i understand…

i tried every way to be near you

..to get a glimpse of you

…even from afar

I expected you to be always there..

but if you can’t be…

baby, i understand!

I understand how you are

and how you tried to be nice

not to tell me

how you really feel

i tend to be vocal about how i feel

I hope that doesn’t offend you, dear

everyday that i see you

makes me love you more

I hope you will understand

that’s just how i am…

dilemma

…that look is disturbing me and I cannot forget how it was, how I had been uneasy after…

I know he is not a complicated man but why can’t I penetrate his mind, why can’t I decipher what he meant by his actions.  Time is running out and I am still hopeless.

Well, anyway, what good will it do to me?  Even if I am able to read his mind… that will not change anything about my life. I will still be tied up but God knows how I want to be free.  I never can break anyone’s heart intentionally, though!  Dilemma!

wiser now…

I have taken risks before. Without thinking of the consequences, I have done what I want and have followed my every impulse. Looking back at my life, I don’t think I have taken the right steps.
Now, I want to do something risky again. I want to be vocal about how I feel for a friend but I just can’t.  Chill…

streaming

Guess what?! I have resigned and I am now with Stream Global Services. So far, I like the environment. The training is going well and it is already my second week. There are times when I miss my boss and my workmates before but I have to move on especially when they may not be feeling the same way that I am feeling for them. I am making new friends and although they were not as happy as my previous barkada just yet, it is always better to have friends than none.

I have watched live streaming of the Pacquiao-Cotto bout using sopcast. I am one of those million who have watched it real-time–thanks to the power of the internet! I just noticed that there are still lots of things that I don’t know about especially recording streaming videos and editing videos which I thought were just easy things but they are really complicated in themselves.. Whew, so much to learn… so little time!

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Diversion

There are ample of things in the world that can hurt. Situations, events, people, things… they are completely inevitable. Lots of human beings falls into the pit of darkness and demotivation when they encounter pain.

I don’t know what that has to do with my list of highly addictive games in facebook that I am currently hookep up to.  Go figure…

At the top of my list is Farm town.  I go back to it everyday.  It is  so much fun plowing and planting and harvesting.  Not only that, the game gives you the ability to build and design your own farm.  You can buy a simple house, a farm house.. heck, even a mansion!  There are animals, too.  When your coin is not enough, y0u can work for other farmers and help them harvest.  My favorite part is when I am waiting for someone to hire me in the Marketplace.  You have to stand out from other farmers for someone to notice and hire you.

Farm Town

I also love Mafia Wars.  The game is all about recruiting friends to join your mafia since the bigger the mafia, the better. If you have a big mafia, there is lesser chance of being defeated if another mafia attacks you.  If you win, you gain money that you can use to buy weapons, armors and vehicles.  To earn money, you can also buy properties  that generates funds every hour.  I am already a billionaire since I own properties that give me 6.5 million every hour.  Isn’t that wonderful?  If only my money is real… I’d fly to the moon..

Restaurant City is also a great game.  You get to own your own restaurant, hire people and if you have earned enough, you can decorate the restaurant by buying items on the shop. Visiting my friends’ restaurant gives me the idea on what to buy and how I can make my restaurant better.

I am also into virtual pets.  I spent most of my time before looking for a good website where I can have a virtual pet. Facebook provided me that in Pet Society.  I can dress my pet up, decorate her house, visit other’s pets (and kiss, hug, dance.. with them) and buy gadgets, foods and appliances.  I can also play with my pet.   The good thing about it is that the pet doesn’t poop, haha. It is all fun and no pain for the master.

There are other games that I like too.. like Yoville, Barn Buddy, Mousehunt,  Sorority Life, Fashion Wars and Vampire Wars.  Barn Buddy requires maintenance so you have to return to it everyday to plant and to harvest and to steal other’s crops.

They are all highly addictive and will help you forget that somebody who tore your heart apart. It worked for me…